ahhh sweet bliss, a day at the creek with my love, perfect.

This song is quite ironic

You've got your pretty face.you've got disarming eyes.you've got such social grace.I've got my pretty spies.I found you lost, misplaced.I loved that lovely guise.I said I'd try my luck and you said, wellyou don't you don't have to try.I forgot that night, what you said that night:I had the most exquisite time.Well you got that right, but its not the whole story.I want it all. I court the loveliest of crimes.Say it, as if it were true.we've got the knife you left behind. on Play it just like you do.I wanna hear you mean it, when you say I'm not next in line.I court the loveliest of crimes.Save it cuz we've got the knife.you've got your pretty face.you've got your stunning glow.you've got exquisite taste.I've got the marks to show.You said you'd shoot the stars but bullets make you blush.Turns out, you liked to play.Play with knives and I hear that it gives you a rush.Well we've got the knife, yeah we've got the knife.I've got the knife you left behind.Well we've got the knife.Now I want the whole story. I thought you looked familiar.I'd seen your face long before that night.Now I wait, for you were no stranger.No stranger to taking a life.

very farmiliar my love you were right

EDDIE IZZARD IS FUCKING AMAZING!!!!!!!!!

Ahhhh he is just so fantastic.....i would do him the secod he asked me too, he is that worthy of me. he may be old but his voice and his eyes and what he says is just too sexy to ignore. You will have to speak with an english accent love because you have to beat eddies lol

Creepy book and other stuff

1. This is a fucking creepy book. That last post was from it.....in the beginning the "Vours" burn some 10 year old kid on a cross. It may look like a girly book but its definatly not. I shall lend this book to my loev so he can read it and all it's creepiness. I love it though it scares the shit out o fme which makes it fantastic. I'll have some nightmares to look forward to tonight NOT, ita gonna be scary. I would fantastic if my lover were here to comfort me right now :'( but he's not and he can't be. My garndmother was trying to make me get the twilight series (cough cough gag gag) I hate twilight i dont evn have enough respect for it to put the first letter in the title in capitals. Twilight may have been written by a fucked over mourman but that doesnt make it anymore convincing that i should read it. That book is for wannabe vampire fanatics. I already am my own kind of vampire so whats the point of tryig to be something that im not. My grandma's house is kinda of creepy but thats ok. Well its not really a house she lives in an apartment with a nice view of the alley full of drug dealers. How wonderful! I'm getting kind of tired.....I realy hope that i'm able to call my love cody either in tomorrow morning or later tomorrow night. I have to babysit a fivr year old girl....but if you put her in front of the tv she wont move for about 2 hours. She doesnt even care if you wave your hand in front f her face. Her dad is the infamous counsellor Mondy Challmie. He tries all his little brainwashing counsellor tricks on me but it doesn't work. Counsellors can just go suck a dick. Mondy is pretty cool though, at least when hes not doing his counsellor bullshit. I am on msn with Andre Alexander he is a freak he is 47 and still lives in his parents basement lol wait correction he has his own room :) Don't worry baby he's not gonna try and talk dirty with me. Only you can do that the right way ;) He thinks iim crazy for even wanting to be around you but thats his and evryone elses problem i love you and that will never change. To be honest yes i am a little scared that you might hurt me again but i also trust you fully and completly so im just still very confused. All this shit going on in my head is drving me insane. Its getting harder and harder to find a reason to stay on this hell hole of a planet. But I promised i'd wait for you so i'll just have to deal with it

I love you with all my heart

Passage from: The Devouring

When dark creeps in and eats the light,
Bury your fears on a Sorry night,
For in the winters blackest hours,
Comes the feasting of the vours,
No one can see it, the life they stole,
Your body's here but not your soul......

kick ass fucked over poem

The beginning of the end
By: Kiara Carter
In the world of the damned
Where the demons roam free
Light turned to dark almost effortlessly
The home of spirits sentenced to roam the earth for all eternity
Their lives came to an end on that dark gloomy day
When they came upon the blade that would soon decide their fate
It glided so gracefully against his ivory skin
He knew full and well he was committing a sin
He could not control nor deny this feeling inside
He pressed blade upon his wrist then slowly he died
The flame burned in hell higher than before
They knew a mortal’s soul shall walk in once more
The groans and the growls beneath his feet guided him into what seemed to be sleep
He thought it was over but much to his surprise
He found himself staring into the devils eyes
He wielded his pitchfork then plunged it into the mortals chest
The souls bound here shall now belong to him
The throned of hell
He knew he had made a terrible mistake
The blade had decided this mortal’s fate.

Now I know That I can't make you stay But where's your heart? But where's your heart?But where's your...And I know There's nothing I can say To change that part To change that part To change...So many Bright lights, they cast a shadow But can I speak? Well is it hard understanding I'm incomplete A life that's so demandingI get so weak A love that's so demandingI can't speak I am not afraid to keep on living I am not afraid to walk this world alone Honey if you stay, I'll be forgiven Nothing you can say can stop me going home Can you see My eyes are shining bright 'Cause I'm out here On the other side Of a jet black hotel mirror And I'm so weak Is it hard understanding I'm incomplete A love that's so demandingI get weak I am not afraid to keep on living I am not afraid to walk this world alone Honey if you stay, I'll be forgiven Nothing you can say can stop me going home I am not afraid to keep on living I am not afraid to walk this world alone Honey if you stay, I'll be forgiven Nothing you can say can stop me going home These bright lights have always blinded me These bright lights have always blinded meI say I see you lying next to meWith words I thought I'd never speak Awake and unafraid Asleep or dead(How can I see, I see you lying) 'Cause I see you lying next to me(How can I see, I see you lying) With words I thought I'd never speak(How can I see, I see you lying) Awake and unafraid(How can I see, I see you lying) Asleep or dead'Cause I see you lying next to meWith words I thought I'd never speakAwake and unafraidAsleep or dead'Cause I see you lying next to meWith words I thought I'd never speakAwake and unafraidAsleep or dead I am not afraid to keep on living I am not afraid to walk this world alone (Or dead)Honey if you stay, I'll be forgivenNothing you can say can stop me going home(Or dead)I am not afraid to keep on living I am not afraid to walk this world alone (Or dead)Honey if you stay, I'll be forgiven Nothing you can say can stop me going home(Or dead)I am not afraid to keep on living I am not afraid to walk this world alone (Or dead)Honey if you stay, I'll be forgiven Nothing you can say can stop me going home
That isthespong that is stuck in my head at the moment kind of depressing but i can deal.....this spacebar is really fucked upand its pissing me off. I held a knife up to brodys neck and he screamed heis so queer. Echo tried to jack my smokes lol i was like fuck you. I miss my love so much.....still cant wait for that crazy blasphemous church sex. hee hee are you curious about the story yet?
Hope to see you soon love bye <3