Creepy book and other stuff

1. This is a fucking creepy book. That last post was from it.....in the beginning the "Vours" burn some 10 year old kid on a cross. It may look like a girly book but its definatly not. I shall lend this book to my loev so he can read it and all it's creepiness. I love it though it scares the shit out o fme which makes it fantastic. I'll have some nightmares to look forward to tonight NOT, ita gonna be scary. I would fantastic if my lover were here to comfort me right now :'( but he's not and he can't be. My garndmother was trying to make me get the twilight series (cough cough gag gag) I hate twilight i dont evn have enough respect for it to put the first letter in the title in capitals. Twilight may have been written by a fucked over mourman but that doesnt make it anymore convincing that i should read it. That book is for wannabe vampire fanatics. I already am my own kind of vampire so whats the point of tryig to be something that im not. My grandma's house is kinda of creepy but thats ok. Well its not really a house she lives in an apartment with a nice view of the alley full of drug dealers. How wonderful! I'm getting kind of tired.....I realy hope that i'm able to call my love cody either in tomorrow morning or later tomorrow night. I have to babysit a fivr year old girl....but if you put her in front of the tv she wont move for about 2 hours. She doesnt even care if you wave your hand in front f her face. Her dad is the infamous counsellor Mondy Challmie. He tries all his little brainwashing counsellor tricks on me but it doesn't work. Counsellors can just go suck a dick. Mondy is pretty cool though, at least when hes not doing his counsellor bullshit. I am on msn with Andre Alexander he is a freak he is 47 and still lives in his parents basement lol wait correction he has his own room :) Don't worry baby he's not gonna try and talk dirty with me. Only you can do that the right way ;) He thinks iim crazy for even wanting to be around you but thats his and evryone elses problem i love you and that will never change. To be honest yes i am a little scared that you might hurt me again but i also trust you fully and completly so im just still very confused. All this shit going on in my head is drving me insane. Its getting harder and harder to find a reason to stay on this hell hole of a planet. But I promised i'd wait for you so i'll just have to deal with it

I love you with all my heart