Oh thats right I am the champion of guitar hero......wabammmm. Sorry my love but you will never beat me mwahahahahahahahaha. Well today was quite interesting, Keanu and I had a little pen ink war in Japanese good times :P...he was being kinda wierd though i was eating salsa and he said "i wonder what would happen if you ate a whole jar of that than kissed someone, would they feel the 'heat'." Kinda hinting at something, dont you think? He knows about my love so why would he say that? He is scared of me though, which is good i instill fear to get respect and so far its working out for me. I wonder where my love is? He should leave a comment! so that people know he's real even though i have no people :'( (tear tear). i am trying to stop smoking, its working out pretty well. I'm down to only 6 a day, woohoo go me! Im kinda hyper right now you know what eating lots of black liquorice does to me hee hee, right love? You would be so hard right now. Im kidding but not kidding haha I love you. Alley is lucky i only caught a glimpse of her today and because of her fleeing from me yesterday im about ready to pin her up against a wall and ask her wtf she is thinking telling crow that she loves, My love. Im not quite sure if he would mind if i put his name on here hmmmmm.....you should tell me man, cause i would like to know. I have the song house of wolves stuck in my hea mainly because my love reminds me so much of a wolf its insane. Damn i love him so much....i would give anything for him to be here sitting on the massage table behind me once again or, right beside me with his hand laying gently on my thigh. Im just having fun reminissing about what was supposed to happen that day. But i know for a fact im ready......CRAZY BLASPHEMOUS CHURCH SEX!!!!!!

Cant wait.

Yours not so truly, voice wihtout a face